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The Dream of Beauty ( part
1 ) By Matthew Barton
It was almost dark when Lucia Dawn arrived with her family at
Dr. Mele's home, but still light enough that she could make it
out, and feel intimidated by its height and majesty. It could
only be described as a massive pile of stone and steel, bricks
and bronze, wood and wonder. The walls were a composite of red
brick, cinderblock and gravely concrete, and the windows were
fused glass of many colors and textures. Everywhere were delicate
statuettes and grotesque gargoyles, some in stone, some in steel
and still others in bronze. Some held flowerpots bursting with
countless varieties of green life, all crammed together in iron
or bronze. Other gargoyles stared out icily from alcoves in the
wall, their tongues long and curved. Lucia thought that a house
said something about the man who lived inside it, but what this
chamber said was in a tongue too scaly and foreign for her ears
to make out.
Clay, the husband of Carol and father of Lucia, was the one to
lift the iron knocker on the door and use it to alert those inside
that they had arrived. The sound echoed through the tall, autumnal
trees that surrounded the doctor's home.
A long moment later, a tall, slim man opened the door. He looked
the family over very critically with his light blue eyes, his
purple lips wrinkling with displeasure. His skin was pale and
yellow, like the pages of an old book. He appeared wonderfully
ancient, yet healthy and agile. "Are you Carol Dawn?"
he asked Lucia's mother, his voice deep and melodious with accents
of old Europe.
Carol stood a little straighter, clearing her throat. "Yes.
Are you Dr. Mele?"
"Yes," he said simply, nodding his graying head gravely.
His salt-and-pepper eyebrows arched as he examined them. "Are
you really prepared to pay the fee for my services? It is quite
costly."
Clay wrung his hands together anxiously, not aware of the impertinence
of the question. He was an eager man of business and "the
bottom line," but his knowledge of etiquette and the finer
rhetoric of society ended with the handshake. "Yes, of course
we are. I earned it all." He was sweating profusely, even
thought a chill breeze was blowing in from the west.
The doctor nodded again. "Very well. But who is this?"
He stared at Lucia. She unconsciously moved closer to Clay.
"That is Lucia, our first child," said Carol. She seemed
about to say something else, but remained silent.
"She's very pretty," mused Mele, suddenly grinning.
"It is not enough for you, though?"
Carol glanced at Clay, then turned back to the doctor. "We
love her, of course, but we thought that, with your help, our
next daughter could be even more. A girl that can win every contest,
not just the local ones. A girl who will succeed."
"So beauty is your dream," said Mele warmly, his gaze
moving slowly from Lucia to Carol. "An exotic wonder that
will delight the eye, and drive even the oldest miser to poetry.
I would suggest to you that what is beautiful is a trick of the
eyes, an illusion or trap to ensnare the ignorant, and what is
endearing and good is a law of a mind that is unaffected by it."
The doctor shrugged. "Step inside," he said at last,
moving aside to allow them entrance. "You will sleep now,
and tomorrow we will begin our acquaintance. I refuse to perform
for anyone who is a stranger to me."
"I'm well aware of that, Doctor," blurted Clay. "I
know all about your way of doing business. It's fine with me,
I've taken off an entire month for this. It's paid, even."
Clay grinned as though this was a grand joke, but no one smiled.
The Dawn family walked inside, the last one in being Lucia, who
had not said a word for the past three days. The Doctor himself
would show them their quarters.
Lucia hadn't quite known what to expect as a guest of Dr. Mele,
but this room of dark woods and enormous Victorian and Edwardian
furniture was a pleasant surprise. The huge wooden sleigh bed
that Lucia lay upon completely engulfed her, though she was tall
for a girl of 13. There was a massive chest at the foot of the
bed, though it was locked securely, and a marvelous dresser with
a large oval mirror.
Despite her appreciation of the room, she was far from comfortable.
Her throat was dry and her stomach empty, yet she refused to break
her silence to ask for respite.
There was a knock on the door. She nodded, then realized how silly
that had been. Who could see her nod? She finally climbed from
the bed and opened the door.
He was a young white man, with some Spanish features, who was
perhaps 20. His body was small framed and delicate, and his face
was smooth with deep green eyes capped with dark brows. His hair
was long and slightly wavy, so that it shimmered in the dull light
of the chamber.
"Greetings, Miss Dawn," he said. His lips were sensuous
and deeply red, and when he extended his hand to shake hers, Lucia
found it smooth and graceful, but too firm to be effeminate. "My
name is Salebra," he said softly, "the ward of Dr. Mele.
I have come to offer you something to eat, or perhaps something
to drink."
"Sure," blurted Lucia, thus ending her silent protest.
Salebra's beauty had chased all that from her mind, at least for
the time being. "Are you one that he made?" she asked,
then blushed when she realized the rudeness of her tone.
"Yes," answered Salebra, and smiled. "It is an
honor to be a living work of art, Ms. Dawn. And I am hardly his
best. Are you to bear his next one?"
"No!" exclaimed Lucia. She blushed again, then shook
her head. "I mean, no, I'm far too young. I'm only 13. It's
my mother who's doing it. I-I wouldn't have it done, though, sorry."
"I am not offended," shrugged Salebra. "There are
many who feel as you do. That is why this home is so carefully
guarded."
"I didn't see any guards," said Lucia.
"Yes," said Salebra, his mind elsewhere. "And what
about a glass of water, perhaps? Or are you hungry?"
"Sure, anything," she replied. "Some chicken soup,
maybe."
"Of course," bowed Salebra, closing the door behind
him.
Lucia sat on the edge of the sleigh bed, resting her head on her
hands. She knew she had probably offended Salebra, which bothered
her, but she was also questioning her initial convictions about
this affair. After all, he had been extremely beautiful, far more
beautiful than - well, than she could ever be. Her new sister
would undoubtedly be her superior in every way, and please her
mother in ways that she never could. Perhaps it was just simply
jealousy, like her mother insisted, that fueled her hostility
towards genetic engineering.
A few hours and a bowl of chicken soup later, she lay upon the
big, fluffy bed and dreamed.
The next morning, the Dawns were awakened by dreamy orchestral
music, wired into hidden speakers in their bedrooms. Lucia yawned
and stretched, rising from her rest with great reluctance.
Carol opened her door and stuck her head inside. Her face was
a bit overdone with makeup. She was always asking Clay if he could
see any wrinkles. "So, are you talking to us now?"
"I guess," shrugged Lucia.
"It's good that you're finally acting your age," snapped
Carol. "Get dressed, and for God's sake, put something on
your face."
"Okay," replied Lucia, too tired to argue.
An hour later the Dawns were brought to the dining room, where
an immense marble table was being set with breakfast. In the very
center stood another small statue, this one was a woman with enormous
breasts carrying a baby in one hand and - Lucia almost choked.
The other hand was holding her penis!
"What is that?" asked Lucia. Clay's mouth was agape,
but Carol scowled at both of them.
"You primitives," she sighed. "You have no conception
of art. You have no idea what this represents - and I am hardly
surprised. It is a work of sophistication."
"Good morning," said Dr. Mele, emerging from the other
end of the hall. "I see you are admiring the work of my ward,
Salebra."
"Yes, it is very good," muttered Clay.
"Is it a woman or a man?" asked Lucia. Carol gave her
a fierce glance, but Mele only chuckled. His voice was warm and
reassuring when he spoke.
"That is one of the great questions," he explained.
"Is it a man, because he has a penis, or a woman because
she has breasts and a babe? It is a question that affects us all,
especially when we refuse to ponder it."
"Salebra did it?" Lucia asked just as her mother began
to speak.
"Yes, my ward is quite talented in almost every artistic
pursuit," nodded the doctor. "If I were to die, he would
obviously stand to take my place."
"Well, we all have to pass on sooner or later," said
Clay, trying to smooth things over between Carol and Lucia. His
wife's face was growing very dark and cloudy, despite the abundance
of makeup on her face, and Lucia looked quite bemused.
"Yes," said Mele slowly, shaking his head gently. "Now,
I hope you will find my unique tastes satisfying, for I am a firm
believer in variety."
A moment later, Salebra and some other servants appeared, all
carrying trays and platters of food. Lucia couldn't decide which
deserved her attention more; the collection of beautiful and exotic
men and women that were serving them, or the bizarre combinations
of food which they were serving. There were six in all, some more
male than others. At least, some had breasts and daintier features
than others. They were all tall and slender, long and graceful.
She took a deep breath of wonderful perfume as one of them bent
next to her to set a dish.
"What is that fragrance?" asked Lucia quietly. The server
turned toward her and smiled.
"That is my own body," the server declared proudly.
"My body manufactures it."
"Oh," replied Lucia, her old mood returning somewhat.
She turned her attention to the food as the servers left.
"Now," said Dr. Mele, "you will notice that this
breakfast is truly international. Alongside the cuisine of Tibet
you will find the American hamburger. There is pizza made with
strawberries and the larva delicacies of certain small African
countries. Here you will taste the apple orange, or the grape
apricot, whose meats are truly something new and wonderful. There
is no end to the combination, to the abundance of variety. Here
you will find no firm and fast, no straight and broken, no black
and white. I glorify that which refuses to be either."
"How poetic that really is," nodded Carol, her eyes
wide with admiration. She seemed almost ready to cry. "Oh,
I'm so happy we chose you, Dr. Mele."
"Excuse me," said Clay. "Now, where exactly is
this larva? I don't know if that would really agree with me. You
said in the pizza?"
"Shut up," whispered Carol. Clay stiffened.
"I'm sorry, Doctor," he replied grimly. With sudden
gusto, he began to fill his place with whatever was near him.
The doctor looked on with quiet amusement. "Now, we shall
eat of many fruits, and when we are finished, we will discuss
the design of your daughter."
Lucia's stomach was feeling queasy after the meal - she had
been careful in her selection, but was completely unaware of what
she had actually eaten. Some of it was tasty, but the strawberry
pizza was revolting. Somehow, her mother had eaten a sample of
everything, and Lucia's ears were still ringing from the shrill
and emphatic compliments by which her mother had declared each
item the most wonderful food she had ever tasted.
Now they were following after the Doctor and Salebra to the "design
room." To get there, they walked through long and exotic
hallways, decorated with bizarre paintings, more sculptures and
even shrunken heads. On these last, Mele had remarked, "Always
remember that art is above moral values. There is no morality
where art is concerned, only beauty."
"So true," agreed Carol.
"Yes, morality is better left to books," added Clay.
"Please stop embarrassing me," snapped Carol viciously.
Clay's face whitened.
"I'm sorry, dear, I'm just trying to fit in," he said
earnestly.
"And doing a wonderful job of it, Mr. Dawn," declared
the doctor when he stood before double doors. He turned to face
them, making a gathering gesture with his hands. Salebra stood
sentinel nearby, his face blank. "Come, see the design room,
and see what you pay for, Mr. Dawn. I do appreciate your money,
my good Mr. Dawn."
"Call me Clay," he replied, some of his waning confidence
returning.
"Very well, Clay," said Mele, almost teasing him. He
opened the double doors and showed them in.
Lucia gasped as they proceeded into the room. Nude statues were
everywhere, which she assumed to be representations of the doctor's
former work. Some of them were beautiful; delicate nymphs with
large breasts and waists so narrow that seemingly a strong push
could break them in half. Some were muscle bound males with strongly
chiseled faces, all heroic, and large penises that hung several
inches lower than any nudes Lucia had ever gazed on before. A
few were so long and wide that they appeared deformed. It was
one of these that Mele paused to discuss.
"Some patrons, my dear Ms. Dawn," he said quietly, his
melodious voice filling the room, "are quite discontented
with their own shortcomings. This is expressed most clearly when
they say unto me, 'Doctor, my son must have 10 inches.' That is
when I say, 'Why not 10 and 10 again?' I always satisfy, though
I cannot say I love such work. In my refinement, such work is
typical and droll, with my hands segregated from my imagination."
"Who sculpted these statues?" Lucia asked, gazing at
Salebra, who had remained still and silent. The doctor glanced
at him, nodding.
"It was I, Ms. Dawn. I do all the sculpting here. It is my
specialty."
"They are so detailed," said Carol. "You are truly
gifted."
"Yes, gifts from my guardian, Dr. Mele," bowed Salebra.
"Oh, don't be so hard on yourself," said Clay loudly.
"Hell, I'd be proud if I could do something like these statues.
This is very artistic."
"Thank you, sir," said Salebra, nodding. Carol sighed.
"Now, my question to you," said Dr. Mele, "is whether
you have some idea of what you want, or do you want me to let
my imagination roam free?"
"Excuse me," said Lucia, and her mother hissed. Lucia
was standing next to one of the large breasted statues.
"Yes?" asked Mele.
"Can she walk? I mean, normally? Her feet are so small, and
those breasts are really large, I mean, too large." Lucia
pointed at the statue's narrow waist; it couldn't have been more
than eight inches in diameter.
"Ms. Dawn," replied Mele, "an artist must suffer
for his work. What arduous work is a work of genius! How one must
suffer, as he brings from the depths of his soul the most beautiful
and hideous emotion, to wreak those terrible images upon a canvas,
or to break them into shape from solid stone, or even to summon
words to paper, as though one were summoning devils from hell
or angels from heaven! How many artists have given in, and taken
their own lives rather than face that inevitable beast within
them, that forces them, again and yet again, to communicate the
incommunicable, to shout that which cannot be shouted, though
it tear the lungs apart! And, why must not the art suffer, as
well? For, if the artist must suffer in the creation, the created
suffers in existence. It is a sacrifice one makes to art, and
there is no nobler. Such was God's way, and such is mine."
Carol sniffed; the doctor's speech had reduced her to tears. Her
makeup was running, and she was dabbing at it with a napkin Salebra
had given her. "That is really the most beautiful thing I
have ever heard," she said softly. "Doctor, what an
honor this is. And, of course, of course, of course, you can let
your imagination roam free. Take my egg, and this man's sperm,
and do what nature cannot. I care not what you do. I am as much
your victim as your patron - a victim of art!"
"Well, we did say we wanted a daughter," muttered Clay.
"No offense, of course."
"Aw, but you can tell Dr. Mele wants her to have a penis
and a vagina," said Lucia. She wished she hadn't when her
mother turned.
"You little bitch," she hissed, and Lucia knew she had
gone too far. "I won't tolerate this. I won't do it. Do you
understand me?" There was hate and danger in her eyes, and
Lucia knew well how awful her mother's wrath could be.
"I'm sorry," said Lucia. "I'm really sorry, Doctor."
"I found it an amusing comment," said the Doctor, walking
to stand beside Lucia. He put his hand on her shoulder, and she
had a hard time not wincing or writhing from his touch. He smiled.
"This girl is truly a natural, and if her manner seems unrefined,
is there less beauty in that? Again, I urge you to ask yourselves,
Mr. and Mrs. Dawn, if this is not good enough? Or do you seek
more? Is the dream of beauty one from which you cannot awake?"
"Well," began Clay, but Carol stopped him short.
"Doctor, I demand it. I implore you." She folded her
arms. "I'm the one that's having it, and I will choose exactly
what I want - which is, of course, whatever you design. I am not
some idiot who doesn't understand art, Dr. Mele."
"Yes, you are definitely not that type," agreed Mele,
then continued suddenly. "However, I must first collect the
specimens, which would be of course, an egg from you, and a sample
of sperm from Clay - if, that is, you are still sure you want
sperm at all. It is possible to use another line. Are you familiar
with the procedure?"
"I am, I mean, we are," mumbled Clay. "And I do
want her to have mine, that is. It's our daughter, you know. Hers
and mine."
Carol sighed. "Yes, I suppose his will do."
"Very well," nodded Mele. "We will begin the process.
Salebra, if you would be so kind, would you take young Ms. Dawn
to the garden, and entertain her there?"
"Of course, Dr.," acquiesced Salebra, bowing humbly.
He smiled at Lucia. "Would you please come with me?"
"Sure," she nodded, eager to be away from the statues
and parents. She followed after Salebra, breathing deeply when
they exited the house and into sunlight. "I'm glad to be
away from all that," she sighed, but immediately sucked in
her breath afterward.
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