The Dream Of Beauty ( part 2 of 3 ) By Matt Barton
The garden was yet one more of the Doctor's experiments
in ambiguity. Lucia cringed as she surveyed the scene, her eyes lingering
on such spectacles as trees laden with human organs instead of fruit,
or bushes that sprouted fingers, or even flowers that smelled very
embarrassingly like vaginal secretions.
Salebra bent low to a bush next to him, and plucked a little purple
and blue flower. "Smell this," he offered.
She took a deep breath and almost stumbled as it affected her. Her
senses swirled, and the colors around her began to melt and swirl.
Her skin was tingling, as though millions of insects were crawling
on her. "Smell this one, now," she heard Salebra say, and
took another breath. She nearly cried with relief when everything
returned to normal. She noticed that the flower Salebra held in her
hand was red with blood, and that her finger had been pricked by its
thorns.
"These are the diversions of gods," said Salebra, gesturing
at the other flowers. "There are those that make one happy, but
sometimes one is more comfortable sad. The fruit on that tree,"
he said, pointing, "is perfect. It contains all the nutrients,
vitamins and minerals the unmodified human needs. It even contains
bacteria and viruses that regenerate the body. Here it is carefully
controlled, but left to itself, it would soon overcome the constraints
of this garden and sprout everywhere, like a cancer. It would be a
plague of nourishment and longevity. It also cleans the air of several
pollutants. That is why the air is fresher here."
"What's wrong with that?" shrugged Lucia, still rolling
from the effect of the flower. "Isn't that what everybody wants?"
"Alas," shrugged Salebra, "it is not. For, variety
is more important than efficiency. Would this garden be so delightful,
if the only tree that grew here was like that one? Would dinner be
anything but tedious, if you existed solely on its fruit?"
"But, people could get over that," argued Lucia.
"Well, Dr. Mele has come to respect diversity over utility, and
decay over permanence," said Salebra. "Besides, it is now
his idea that it is better to reduce the need for resources, than
finding ways to fill it."
"What do you mean by that?" asked Lucia, who caught herself
before she smelled another bud. She placed it on the ground, and tried
to ignore Salebra's wry grin.
"Well, myself, for example. I eat only once a day, and so little
that, if you were to eat the same, you would quickly wither away and
die. My digestive system is more efficient than yours. This was a
project Dr. Mele devised to allow him to achieve more radical bodily
designs. Some of us have an enzyme for digesting cellulose, so that
we may even eat grass."
Lucia sat on a clump of furry grass and shook her head. "What
is the point of all this? Why isn't it just good enough to let nature
take its course? I think some of this stuff is very creepy, and it
just isn't right."
"Would you have me killed then, Ms. Dawn?" asked Salebra.
"No, of course not!" stammered Lucia. "I didn't mean
you. It's just that, well, it makes me feel bad, thinking of that
lady that can't even walk the right way. All that suffering, just
because somebody thinks it's beautiful."
"You don't know much about suffering," mumbled Salebra.
"I would tell you so much more, but I can't. You don't know what's
downstairs. Take a look down there, if you want to know what suffering
is, Ms. Lucia!"
Suddenly, there was a loud greeting from behind them, and Dr.
Mele, Carol and Clay joined them. The doctor's face was warm and friendly,
as was Carol's. Clay appeared distracted.
"And that's the first step," said Dr. Mele to Carol. He
turned to Lucia, who was standing up. "Did you enjoy your time
in the garden, Ms. Dawn?" he asked. "I trust you did not
meet with any magical swords?"
"What do you keep downstairs?" asked Lucia flatly. She felt
a sudden tension behind her, in Salebra, as the doctor's yellowy face
whitened.
"Why, Ms. Dawn, there is nothing there but the laboratory, where
actual work is done. It is room upon room filled with computers, specimens,
scopes and machines." For a brief second, the doctor's gaze flicked
to Salebra. "Unfortunately, sanitation prevents the presence
of anyone there besides myself and my staff," he explained. "It
is impossible to achieve total sterility, but we try our hardest.
All scientists recognize the necessity of the most particular cleanliness."
"Makes sense," nodded Clay. "You might get germs on
a cell, or something like that, Lucia. Still, it is a shame. I'd sure
like to see all that you described, Dr. Mele."
Carol sighed. "You two remind me of country bumpkins staring
at skyscrapers and taxi cabs with awe. Why are you so interested in
a silly machine, when an artist like Dr. Mele is right here?"
Lucia was tempted to answer that question, but decided against it.
She felt bad enough that she had probably caused trouble for Salebra.
"Dr. Mele," said Lucia, "are you always successful?
I mean, don't you sometimes have projects that, don't work? Or die?"
"Sadly, that is unavoidable," said Dr. Mele. "But I
am comforted by the fact that, without science, so many more young
men and women would have died being born. It is glorious, science,
but art is even more glorious, and it is to this god that I pray for
inspiration."
"That's one way of looking at it," said Clay. "Think
about how much good hospitals have done. Babies would be dying all
over the place without doctors. And now look at what we can accomplish!"
Clay was looking at one of the organ trees. "I bet you could
take that heart over there and transplant it into somebody else."
"Perhaps," mused the doctor, "but that is a complex
and tedious process, and hardly worth the time of such a distinguished
guest as you are. Might I suggest you retire to the drawing room?
As for myself, I must create." He gave Salebra a long look. "Show
them to the drawing room, Salebra," he said sharply. "Provide
them with refreshment and then join me in the lab. But first, give
me those flowers which you have destroyed."
"Yes, Dr. Mele," he nodded, his face perfectly blank as
he handed him the flowers. Lucia noticed that the doctor seemed particularly
interested in the blood stained one, stuffing it gently into the pocket
of his coat. The Dawns followed Salebra back into the house.
After Salebra had presented them with refreshments;
Lucia and Clay were sipping what tasted like regular tea, and Carol
was enjoying another of the Doctor's strange creations. According
to Salebra, it was sushi made with mutated beetles, who had a pinch
of delicious lobster-tasting meat under the shells. Salebra had explained
that this was a "natural mutation," and was not "enhanced
by man" in any way.
"So, what did you decide on?" Lucia asked Clay, trying to
avoid looking in her mother's direction. She was eating the beetle
sushi quite rapidly, but had made no comment on it.
Her father raised his eyebrows. "Well, what do I know? I just
do my job earning a living. You know, I made over 200K last year?
That's pretty good for a man with no college degree. It just takes
willpower, determination and most importantly - the ability to see
abilities in other people. I can't do all the work and solve all the
problems, but I can find someone who can. That's why I made over 200K
last year, Lucia."
"So, what did you decide on?" Lucia asked again. Clay writhed
under her scrutiny.
"He didn't decide on anything," blared Carol angrily between
bites. "We're not even using his sperm. This will be my baby,
and we're using one of my own cells for genetic matter."
"A clone?" asked Lucia.
"Well, an enhanced clone," nodded her mother proudly.
"Well, in a way it is my baby still," blurted Clay defensively.
"After all, I am the one paying for this. Without the money,
it wouldn't be. I make it possible. Doesn't that make me the father?"
"It?" pondered Lucia. "So it's not going to be male
or female?"
"Ha!" snorted Carol. "Such outmoded concepts. Our child
will have no sexual organs whatsoever. They are unnecessary, when
babies can be produced scientifically, ascetically and selectively.
Sexual reproduction is a clumsy, outmoded concept. All the hormones,
the periods, the lust, the unpredictable erections and dryness. Our
child will be free of all these unnatural and outmoded feelings."
"It's funny how the word outmoded isn't outmoded, too,"
blurted Clay, a sheepish grin on his face.
Lucia shrank back in her seat, more worried and apprehensive now than
ever about the process. Her sibling wouldn't even be human. Desperately
she searched her father's face for some sign of rebellion, for some
sign of comprehension, for some symbol of awareness. Instead, he smiled
back at her, still amused by his joke.
"I'm going to the restroom," announced Carol. When she left,
Lucia pounced on her father.
"Dad, there's something really terrible going on here,"
she began. "You can't let her do this. Salebra told me that something
awful is going on downstairs. I think that Dr. Mele is crazy. He turns
human beings into monsters. Do you really want your child - or her
child, or whatever - to be some sort of freak?"
Clay chuckled. "Sweetheart, I know how you feel. But this artsy
fartsy stuff is way above my head. It may look freaky to us, but to
somebody who appreciates it, it means a lot. It's like modern art,
you know. I don't get it, it doesn't mean anything to me, but when
Carol wanted a painting, I'm happy to buy it. It makes her happy,
and that's my second job."
"Is that all you care about? Making her happy?" fumed Lucia.
"Well, I do love her," nodded Clay. "She is my wife."
Lucia nearly gagged. She was contemplating slapping him, when she
noticed a tear in his eye. He dried it with one of the napkins he
always carried in his shirt pocket. "Damn, Lucia, this stuff
is so over my head. I don't know what's going on, anymore. I have
to keep her happy, that's all I know. I'm not to blame for that, am
I? I keep you all fed. I make over 200K a year, now. At least I did
last year. I didn't see a penny of it, I just gave it all to your
mother. How many fathers are that good?"
Lucia shook her head. "You're not a bad father, Dad," she
said slowly. "But you can't let her make all the decisions. Don't
you feel that there's something wrong about this?"
"It's over my head," shrugged Clay, regaining his composure.
"I leave all that stuff to your mother."
Abruptly, without knocking, the door swung open, and Dr. Mele walked
in with an object concealed under a small sheet. He glanced about
the room. "Ah, my dear friends, Mr. Dawn and young Ms. Dawn.
I have Salebra's statuette here. Perhaps I should wait before unveiling
it?"
"I'm right here," declared Carol, stepping into the room.
"Where's Salebra?" asked Lucia.
Dr. Mele cleared his throat. "Unfortunately, Salebra will be
indisposed for a long while. He has some artistic projects he is pursuing,
so I gave him a few days off from work."
"How noble," praised Carol. "I don't see how you make
it with only one assistant anyway. An artist like you - having to
trifle with details? Every moment of your life should be spent creating."
Dr. Mele chuckled politely. "Ah, Mrs. Dawn, you tempt me, yet
a wise artist knows that occasionally one must come down from the
clouds. Even Jehovah rested on the Sabbath. Besides, do you remember
the servants at breakfast? They are the children of my original servants."
"Is that the statuette?" asked Carol.
"Yes, yes it is," said Mele, placing it on a small table
in the center of the room. "Shall I?" he asked, hand hovering
over the sheet. No one dared breathe. "Very well!" Grandiosely,
the doctor grabbed and flung aside the cover. Lucia shut her eyes.
"My God!" shrieked Carol, and for one intensely pleasurable
moment, Lucia thought her mother had finally come to her senses.
"I knew you'd love it," said Dr. Mele, and Lucia glanced
at her mother. She was nodding, tears openly flowing down her cheeks.
"It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," her mother
blurted, shooing aside Clay's offer of a napkin without tearing her
gaze from the statuette. "Oh, Dr. Mele, you have honored me."
"I'm so happy that you're happy," said Clay.
Lucia finally steeled herself enough to look at it herself. It was
an image that she would never forget.
The first thing she noticed was that it vaguely resembled her mother
in the face, which was one of the reasons her mother was so thrilled
by it. The resemblance to her mother - or even anything human - ended
there. Its arms and legs were far too long; its fingers were at least
twice as long as they should be. Its neck was also long, but its head
was very small compared to the rest of the body. It had large breasts,
but where the nipples should be were tubes that hung below its waist.
Where a vagina or penis should be was blank, like the pelvis of one
of the dolls Lucia played with as a child. Its waist was grotesquely
narrow, and it had no buttocks. Where the anus would be extended another
tube.
"I call my creation, The Functionary, for it celebrates the utility
of mankind," Dr. Mele explained.
"Please go on," pleaded Carol. "It is so refreshing
to hear an artist explain his work."
"Of course," beamed the doctor. He ran his fingers along
the tubes extending from the breasts. "Now, in unrefined humans,
the mammary gland is nearly useless. It only produces milk when a
child is born, and is hardly ever used to nourish the mother herself
or her friends and family. These mammary glands will function immediately,
and will produce a wonderfully flavored and highly nourishing drink
- which all of you can enjoy. In like manner are the hands and fingers,
which are long and supple, and far better adapted to the role that
such parts play in modern life. Now, on the waist I was conservative.
What can I say?"
"Oh it's wonderful," muttered Carol.
"This is the best part," said Mele, indicating the tube
extending from its buttocks. "Now, human feces is notorious for
its stench and undesirability. We go to great lengths to keep it away
from us, and we do produce so much of it. Not so with this."
Lucia realized suddenly that the statuette was made of plastic or
some other flexible material; the doctor was able to move the tube
about. "Now, the excretion of many plants, and even some of the
lower kingdoms, is actually quite beneficial to us. That is something
I have pursued here. Now, while this work will eat and digest human
feces, this tube will produce a not only edible, but highly delicious,
substance in amounts that could possibly feed you all. Inevitably,
there will be some loss, because the unrefined human digestive system
is much less efficient than my work's. So, you will have to occasionally
eat other substances, to make up for this lapse. The benefit of that,
though, will be that what you eat will affect the taste of what she
produces. Thus, variety is achieved."
"So, she will eat, uh," Clay stammered, "well, what
we excrete?"
"Exactly," smiled Dr. Mele. "I knew you were not to
be underestimated, Mr. Dawn."
"That won't smell, though?" he asked. Carol hissed.
"I thought of that, naturally," said the doctor. "First
of all, the mouth contains various enzymes that help eliminate the
odor, and the skin will secrete fragrances that conceal the rest."
Lucia finally could not control herself. "Mom, please! Look at
that thing! Do you want that inside you?"
Carol turned around. Her face was white. "If you know what is
good for you, you stupid girl, you'll shut up and not say another
word. I swear that if you do, I will murder you with my own hands.
It is a humiliation to me that we were too poor to have you enhanced.
Look at what was produced by nature! It's awful to my eyes to look
at. You are outmoded." Carol turned back to the doctor.
Lucia felt her face and pride burning. Her blood rushed through her
veins with intense force, and she could not have restrained herself
a moment longer if her life really had depended on it. "You stupid
bitch!" she shrieked, "I hate you!" Even Dr. Mele's
eyes went wide. "You are a monster, a neurotic maniac! Look at
that thing! Look at this whole place! Are you too stupid to realize
this isn't right?"
"Lucia!" stammered Clay, completely miserable. "What
are you saying? You don't mean that. You love your mother." Carol
had not turned around.
Lucia continued, though now her voice was cold and calm. "Your
dream of beauty has become a nightmare. If you go through with this,
it won't be with me. I'll find some other place to live. You and Dad
both can go to hell!"
"Well said," declared Dr. Mele, who was grinning. "You
should listen to your daughter, Mrs. Dawn. She knows where those who
dream the dream of beauty will awaken."
Carol made a gurgling sound in her throat, then lurched towards Lucia.
Clay began to wail, "Carol, Carol, don't let her bother you."
"What kind of father are you? What kind of husband are you?"
fumed Carol. "You let her talk to me like that?"
"Well, she's just upset," shrugged Clay. "I'll admit
that I don't understand why the heck anybody would want a baby that
looked like that, but I guess you do. I just don't know if I'm going
to pay for it, that's all."
Lucia and Carol both gasped. Carol was the first to recover enough
to speak. "What did you say?"
Clay seemed to shrink before them as he rambled. "I mean, I don't
know, I didn't say no. It's just kind of weird, and Lucia has a point.
This isn't some painting. It's cellular, a human being."
Carol slapped him. Everyone grew quiet, until Carol spoke, barely
above a whisper: "If you don't do this, I'm leaving you."
"Okay, okay," shrugged Clay. There was unmistakable bitterness
in his voice. "It's no big deal. I'll pay for it." He returned
his attention to the statuette, unsuccessfully hiding a grimace as
he stared at it.
Dr. Mele laughed heartily. "Ah, you dear fellows amuse me more
than I ever expected. It is so rare that I see such animation. I really
do enjoy your company, and I am greatly pleased that you are happy
with my work. I will need to spend some time preparing the specimens,
and then there is the implanting. Thus, I will need Mrs. Dawn for
quite some time." He looked from Carol to Clay. "Would you
all like to see the procedure?"
"No, that's all right," said Clay nervously. "That
kind of stuff makes me a little woozy."
"I'd rather watch you slit her throat," said Lucia. Her
mother tensed, but no one otherwise acknowledged the comment.
Dr. Mele nodded, then gestured for them to leave. "Mrs. Dawn
and I will journey into the laboratory. Unfortunately, Salebra is
indisposed, but I hope you will make yourself at home. There should
be some servers about, if you need them."
"Thank you, Dr. Mele," nodded Clay. "I'm sure everything
will be fine. Maybe Lucia and me can go for a walk in the garden."
"No, thanks," said Lucia.
"Well, I'll think of something," mumbled Clay. The doctor
led them back to their quarters, then took Carol away.
Alone, Lucia gave her father a long, hard look. He wrung his hands
together, and she noticed a thin layer of sweat forming on his forehead.
"How are you feeling?" she asked him, concerned.
"I don't know about all this," he confessed. "I guess
I shouldn't feel this way. It's her body. She can do what she wants.
You heard them; I'm not even really involved in this. It's all her,
really."
"You're paying for it," reminded Lucia.
"Well, I make plenty of money," shrugged Clay. His hands
were trembling. "I don't have any particular use for it. I just
want her to enjoy herself, and you, too. I will buy a nice car as
soon as you can get the license for one. You know I'm not stingy with
the money I make. I'm very generous when it comes to my family."
"Are you trying to make yourself feel better?" Lucia stood
over him, her arms crossed. "If you don't do something, you're
no better than she is. It'll be as much your fault as it hers."
An idea occurred to her. "Look, Dad, Salebra told me that something
really bad is going on downstairs. Why don't we go down there and
look? Maybe that would change your mind."
Clay nodded. "Well, he said it might infect the place with germs
if we went there. I'd hate to do that. I mean, I'd like to see all
those computers and all, but you know, I'd hate to infect the eggs."
Lucia shook her head. "If you're that concerned, wear a facemask.
I'm sure he has supplies. Let's just take one peek, okay?"
Her father was nodding. "Well, yeah, maybe one little peek. I
could even hold my breath for that long. I do want to see how all
this works. And he did say to make ourselves at home."